Of Course

The house we wanted was sold :( I already knew this was going to happen because whenever something make me happy something bad has to happen.
The doctor appointment wasn't as bad as I thought it was going to be. I was shaking like crazy but they said there was nothing wrong and let me leave. My dad bought me Wendys afterwards :))
So there isnt really anything exciting going on.

Why Wont The Bell Ring!!!!

I am in 4th period at the moment  in the school library. Me and my friend go in here everyday because we do nothing in our class. I finished reading this romance comic book called "Blankets" that I would just leave on the back shelf until the next day of sitting in the library. It is 2:07 and the bell rings at 2:30 so I have a little bit of time left. My doctor appointment is getting closer every minute O_O and IT IS FREEZING IN HERE!
wish me luck...

                        

Almost There

GOOD NEWS!! The lady is still buying my house even though we rejected the $900. My mom is still considering the house that I like too ^_^
I have made it through monday and tuesday already, now I have tomorrow (the day of the doctor appointment) to make it through. If I remember to I will write a post about how it turns out (if I end up biting anyone or crying)
Once tomorrow is over with the rest of the week is happy!

I'm Going Crazy

The guy I like told me since I am moving soon he thinks its better if we just stay friends. He also went through a photo album of me that he promised he wouldn't and then posted one of the photos on Facebook so I  got mad which made him freak out. He deleted our domestic partnership on Facebook and wrote a status about how women are stressful. I feel so lonely without him. When I was sad he was the person I would talk to, he made me feel pretty, and I felt like I didn't need to impress anyone because I had him. The only thing that keeps me going through everyday is knowing im moving soon but today I got the news that the house inspector found some problems with our house so the lady is expecting us to pay her $900 but we denied so she might not buy the house. Another problem is the house that we were going to buy (the one in the "To Keep You Updated" post) has a high morgage so there is a big chance we aren't going to get it and the other option the guy didn't get back to us on our offer. If we do move soon we are probably going to have to go with one of the ugly houses we saw.
Last I have a skin doctor appointment on wensday. Going to the skin doctors or any kind of doctors is one of my biggest fears because you either have to get a shot, get naked, or pee in a cup. The last time I went  my dad said they could give me a full body check and I started crying (it was last year) so they didn't do it.
My mom thinks the mark on my back is cancerous so she is forcing me to go but I am already planning on how to get out as fast as possible.
The good news about this week is thursday is no school, friday is my brother's birthday which means we are going to a fancy resturant, and saturday I am going to Halloween Horror Nights with my dad and we are bringing my best friend with us :)
I just hope everything turns out good.

Cool Kids

Today me and my friends Jeff, Jessica, Daniele, and my brother drove to a empty house in this rich neighborhood I told them about. It kinda reminds me of a house the Grudge would live in thats how creepy it is. It looks like the Haunted Mansion ride at Disney because it has vines growing all round it and just the feel of it.

We went in through a broken window on the side but we had to climb over a giant board. The room we entered looked like a theatre. It was huge, had a chandelier on the ceiling, and a box on the wall kind of like the ones that have projectors in them at the movies or sorta like the boxes in theatres that rich people sit in. There were railings at the top that you had to go upstairs to get on the balcony behind them. It was beautiful!

Sorry the picture is so dark but this is what you see through the window

It was extremley dark inside so it added to the creepiness. Everyone was scared to walk further in but since I am the bravest out of the group ;D I started walking around. There was a huge stained glass window lying on the floor, the bathroom walls and ceiling were covered in shattered glass pieces, the rooms were all gorgeous , and we found a little antique bookshelf.




                            We went outside into the back and there was a forest with a gazebo. 

On the side of the forest there was a brick path leading farther in and when we followed it, it led to a field with abandoned box cars

Me

                 By the way I am reading this amazing book called "Eyes Like Stars"

It is about theatre, has faeries, and the main girl has blue hair. This book is perfect

To keep you updated

Today I went to Stuart to look at more houses. We already put a bid in for this two story house with a guest house in the back that mine and my sisters room would be in. It would be cool because we would be in a seperate house than my mom and brother  but it would be bad because my room wouldn't have a door on it and my sister could walk in on me at any time because her room leads to mine so I would never have privacy. My sister is already freaking out about sharing a room with me but its not sharing if there is a wall between us!!
We looked at this one story house today that was kinda creepy but I liked it because it was unique and old looking. It had one of those old ovens!



This would be my room. It is supposed to be a living room but since the house is only 3 bedrooms and we need 4 my mom said we could build a door on it.

We went to Stuart to look at houses last week too and i took some photos that I will put after I write about the lovely time I had with my dad before the day we went to Stuart. He was staying in a 5 star hotel by the beach with his girlfriend Cathy and her family so he asked us if we wanted to go walk around the beach and see the hotel and we said yes. We went to this fancy resturant called Casa Blanca. Afterwards we walked on the beach at night, me and my brother were running through the water but I was so scared something was going to touch my feet XD We went to the hotel and I was suprised by how amazing it looked. I wish I could've stayed there.



This is the view from the balcony.

Ok so now the pictures from Stuart


The dock in my aunt's backyard








 

 

This was in a room in a house we looked at

A picture of me itching my nose ;D

I love the Kilwins in Downtown Stuart <3 I always get Blue Moon ice cream

There is a Pizza Hut/Taco Bell on the way home and you get these cute little pizzas

             

 That is all for now <3



School and Moving

Welllll I haven't written anything in awhile. I've been busy trying to get my grades up in school and with the whole moving thing. My house has finally been sold! We are supposed to be moving on november 2nd.
I am very happy and excited ^_^ I will keep updating about everything happening with the move.
I'm planning an exciting going away party for myself ;D
On saturday and sunday we are going to Stuart and staying with my aunt to look at houses. We still haven't bought or even found a new house yet!
On the subject of school I recently switched out of chemistry into american history so two of my classes changed. My new teacher is named Mr.Beer (lol) , he is actually really scary.
I've been trying to take pictures through my school day but I forgot alot. I have a few pictures

This is the time I wake up (well actually I wake up at 5:00)

My transformation after I put on makeup and clothes

                        

3rd period Spanish -_-

                                

   4th period musical theatre 2 <3 My friend Josh is on the right.



this was when we were having a photo shoot together in 4th. That is my friend Kirsten with the purple hair

              

The auditorium! We usually go here during 4th. We were watching West Side Story

  Txt it XD

        
                            

Heres me and my brother with fat sheep dolls. This doesn't have to do anything with school but it's exciting. Mine's name is Bahsley (its pronounced Bahhhhsley) ^_^

I'm addicted to these

     
                                

                               

Beirut

Im in love with the song Elephant Gun by Beirut. I know it's kinda old but I just recently found it. Zach Condon is gorgeous and has an amazing voice!

I cannot stop listening to it O_O

Merry Christmas! (well kinda)

I am celebrating christmas early ^_^ It is the day that everyone is happy. The only problem is it is burning hot outside. I am listening to my favorite christmas songs at the moment

Don't Shoot me Santa by The Killers

                                               Baby it's Cold Outside by Norah Jones

                                                 Greatest Time of Year by Aly & Aj

                                                     Oh Holy Night by Emmy Rossum

                                        Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas by Emmy Rossum


I am going to watch my favorite christmas movie of all time "Home Alone 2" and drink hot chocolate. I don't really know if Home Alone 2 is a christmas movie I just watch it every winter.

 MERRY CHRISTMAS! *<l : {)  (it's supposed to be Santa lol)