The guy I like told me since I am moving soon he thinks its better if we just stay friends. He also went through a photo album of me that he promised he wouldn't and then posted one of the photos on Facebook so I got mad which made him freak out. He deleted our domestic partnership on Facebook and wrote a status about how women are stressful. I feel so lonely without him. When I was sad he was the person I would talk to, he made me feel pretty, and I felt like I didn't need to impress anyone because I had him. The only thing that keeps me going through everyday is knowing im moving soon but today I got the news that the house inspector found some problems with our house so the lady is expecting us to pay her $900 but we denied so she might not buy the house. Another problem is the house that we were going to buy (the one in the "To Keep You Updated" post) has a high morgage so there is a big chance we aren't going to get it and the other option the guy didn't get back to us on our offer. If we do move soon we are probably going to have to go with one of the ugly houses we saw.
Last I have a skin doctor appointment on wensday. Going to the skin doctors or any kind of doctors is one of my biggest fears because you either have to get a shot, get naked, or pee in a cup. The last time I went my dad said they could give me a full body check and I started crying (it was last year) so they didn't do it.
My mom thinks the mark on my back is cancerous so she is forcing me to go but I am already planning on how to get out as fast as possible.
The good news about this week is thursday is no school, friday is my brother's birthday which means we are going to a fancy resturant, and saturday I am going to Halloween Horror Nights with my dad and we are bringing my best friend with us :)
I just hope everything turns out good.
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